Below are the 5 most recent journal entries recorded in jacob_tdo's LiveJournal:

Thursday, December 8th, 2005
8:04 pm	Someone or thing is trying to get me! Been very unlucky with regards to most things lately. Today I took my parents old car (which I am borrowing) to the MOT-test (I think thats what its called in english?) and I have never had problems stating it - never! But as soon as I got it inside, turned it off and the guy got in to test it it just would not start!! geeez. Had to push it to get it rolling again. And small things like that for well.. not sure how long now. Someone or THING is out to get me Im sure - been showered with bits of bad luck lately. Current Mood: tired (Comment on this)
Monday, December 5th, 2005
10:56 pm	Online Ouija board. Hmm just not quite the same... http://www.cyclismo.org/cgi-bin/spirit.cgi Current Mood: numb (Comment on this)
Saturday, December 3rd, 2005
5:54 pm	Life is evil Just drove down town in my parants old car to get some stuff to fix it to hold it on the road for another 2 years. (they let me borrow it to get to work as it is old and you wouldnt get anyting selling it) So there I was getting out of the shop wondering how I was supposed to be able to afford presents for this x-mas and there.. a parking ticket of 50£! yay! I somehow managed to put the time thingy 1 hour the wrong way :( Current Mood: frustrated (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, November 26th, 2005
9:28 pm	And slowly, the sheep turned to each other and glared silently... Current Mood: devious (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 9th, 2005
12:19 pm	Fed up I wonder if I am the only one to feel I have been through life on this earth thousands of times and is getting extremely bored by having to do it all over again. I had a talk with a friend. I asked why she liked life as there is nothing here in my opinion. You grow up, get a job, a family maybe, grow old and die and so it will carry on the next generation and the one after that as it did the previous countless generations just with slight adjustments in each one.. She talked about doing "fun" stuff like being with friends and doing things together, she talked about love and family etc. But nothing that I didn't feel I had experienced and found boring. But don't you have fun when we go to parties and and and and... Well I can find small moments in life funny, sure but all in all it bores me. She kept trying to find things so I had to explain how I felt so maybe she would understand: My life is like a game. Put yourself in front of the computer and start this game of life. You are the human being in this game and you can do whatever you like with him in loads of different ways. You can get him a job, you can send him to parties, you can get him family or you can make him president of the world... anything. Go on and play. Now imagine you have played this game 10 thousand times and tested all the possibilities. Are you bored with this game yet you think? Then play it 10 thousand more times to go through all the possibilities again and again and again till you are fed up with the game.... I feel like Ive been through the game endless times and I am fed up. I have been like this as long as I remember. Ive been told I'm depressed, yeah I am, but wouldn't you be if you had to go through this over and over and over and over and over and over and... Current Mood: numb Current Music: none (Comment on this)